How 2 ordinary guys confounded religious scholars.

Peter and John stood in front of the leaders of their tribe.

Imagine a random Catholic talking to the Pope and cardinals, an ordinary citizen in front of the Supreme Court or the President’s cabinet, a student in front of the university president and faculty, you in front of the people you grew up being taught to respect.

The formality of the setting is designed to remind you of the history of the tribe. Every person in the room is present because of intellect, scholarship, reputation, training.

Everyone but Peter and John.

Their families lived by the lake, but not in the resorts. They fished all night and then sold the fish to live. They didn’t have time to study, not beyond the basics that everyone learned.

Standing in this meeting room, Peter and John should have been tongue-tied, knock-kneed. They should have been silent when asked, “By what power or what name did you heal that man?” Instead, Peter reminded the leaders that they had killed Jesus, that God had brought Jesus back to life, and that the living Jesus was the name, the power, the authority they claimed when healing the lame man outside the temple.

These were gutsy words. This was the single most provocative thing to say to the people who had killed your rabbi because they were jealous of his power.

The leaders were astonished at the courage. They knew Peter and John were untrained, undereducated. The only remarkable thing about them, realized the leaders, is that Peter and John had been with Jesus.

Peter and John had spent three years listening to Jesus teach, watching Jesus challenge other teachers, seeing how Jesus healed. It wasn’t the same school as the authorities, but it was pretty solid training.

I think class is still in session.

From Acts 4

all the answers

I started the day trying to figure out why a computer wasn’t connecting to the Internet. I powered a couple things off and back on. I took a different computer and connected it directly to the modem. I was working to identify what the problem wasn’t so I could figure out what it was.

One of the people I was helping kept asking, “Do you have it figured out?”

“Nope.”

Her expression said, “I thought you would know the answer.”

After a call to tech support and some more working through the process, the problem was solved.

That afternoon a friend stopped by with a question about something a child wanted to do. Later in the afternoon, another friend called about a difficult church situation he faces.  In both cases we talked, I asked some questions, offered some stories from my life and from the Bible and from the intersections of the two. In both cases, when we started talking, there wasn’t a simple answer like “yes” or “no” or “you just do this.”  Both cases involved taking principles, applying them to the situation, and then living through the application process. A process of learning and understanding and growing.

The discussions reminded me of something Paul wrote to his friend and mentee Timothy:

Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers.

Keep doing the thing you know is right. Keep practicing. Keep making the walk of faith what matters most. And other people will see progress. And other people will be changed.

I don’t know all the answers. But I have to take the ones I have and apply them.

you all are gonna really see something

You gotta wonder what was going through Jesus’ brain sometimes.

I mean, he knew everything, but I wonder if the living in real-time and the living outside of time ever allowed him to laugh.

(I know. I gotta let  you into what I’m thinking.)

Nathanael was impressed that Jesus could see what he (Nathanael) had been doing a few minutes before.

Jesus says, “You think that’s something? That’s nothing. Wait til you see this!” And then Jesus reached back into their story, into the beginnings of Jewish history.

He reminded them of the night generations ago when Jacob was running from home. His brother wanted to kill him.  He ran.

One night he stopped to sleep. He leaned against a rock. He fell asleep. He dreamed.

In his dream, Jacob saw steps. He saw angels going up and down. And at the top of the steps was God, talking to him.

When Jesus tells his disciples that they are going to see heaven open and angels moving up and down. that’s the story he’s reminding them of. And this time, he’s saying, God’s not just at the top of the steps.

He’s at the bottom, too.

So go back to the beginning of the post. What was the tone of voice Jesus was using when he says, “Nathanael. you are impressed by a little ‘I saw you when’? Guys, all of you. Listen. You are gonna get your own version of Jacob’s ladder. And this time, it’s going to be even better.”

I don’t think Jesus was scolding. I’m not sure he was mocking. When I read it, I hear a hint of delight. I hear a tone of “You will so amazed. This will be so cool.”

And I think I still hear that tone of voice some days.

now

It is possible to read too much positive thinking material. It is possible, I think, to be too optimistic, to be too ‘everything will work out great’, to be too ‘seize the moment.’

So I won’t be.

On the other hand, when the servant got the five talents, he immediately put his money to work and generated five more.

Immediately. That word hit me last week, and now I’m hitting you.

Sorry, a little context might help.

In Matthew 25, Jesus told a story about three servants who were given outrageous amounts of money by their master as he prepared to leave on a trip. By outrageous, I mean that the one who got the least would have had to work for 16 years to earn that much, and the one who got the most? A century.

Two of the servants doubled their money. One of the servants buried his. The first servant, the one who doubled his 100 years money, started right away. He was given the money and started to use it.

Here’s where I start to sound all positive, but hear me out.

Every moment of your life up to the moment you are reading this? Over. The next ten minutes? A gift, a resource, a collection of breaths given by God and available to double in their value.

Maybe double by writing an email to encourage someone.

Maybe double by putting down the keyboard and looking someone in the eyes and telling them that they are worth looking in the eyes.

Maybe double by talking with God about what to do next, asking for wisdom as we are invited to do.

Maybe double by listening to God.

Maybe double by not finishing reading this.

Maybe double by saying no one more time.

I don’t know. God does. Ask Him.

it is easy to forget

We had a conversation tonight about a difficult book.

There were 6 of us, with different shades of opinion about the book. More accurately, there were 5 of us with different shades and one with a completely different color.

I was a good debater. I thought quickly about a variety of texts. I found myself engaging with great passion at a couple of points.

I’m not particularly happy about that.

I’m happy that I have the capacity to get passionate. I care fairly deeply about what I was arguing for.

But there were moments in the conversation that, as I was monitoring myself, I was starting to care about piling up arguments. I was gathering data and details and thematic sweeps.

That isn’t a good thing, not tonight.

The point of being a follower of Jesus is not winning arguments. The point is loving people. And I ‘m afraid, again as I was monitoring myself, that I wasn’t listening to a heart. Instead I was listening to the words and responding to them.

Heart listening is hard. In the heat of discussion, listening for the why of the argument rather than the what is difficult. It takes backing away, considering why a person would say something like that  rather than wondering “how in the world could anyone in their right mind think that.”

I have a rule of thumb in conversations: when the temperature starts to climb, stop and figure out why. There is often a subterranean heat source, that must be examined.

I forgot my own rule of thumb because, unlike my usual observer role, I was a participant.

We’ll look at the book next week. In the meantime, I’ll study, I’ll ask God for help, and I’ll look at the mirror.

After all, he wasn’t the only one getting heated.