My friend was telling me about his job change. He was leaving his warehouse job and signing up as a substitute teacher. He’s also enrolled in a program that teaches college grads how to teach.
It’s a very cool thing.
He said, “Now I have to tell people that I’m quitting.”
I shook my head. I started to explain the difference between quitting and resigning. “Quitting,“ I said, “has a negative feeling. It means that you don’t want to follow through, that you are abandoning a commitment, that you are taking your ball and going home.”
“Resignation is different, “ I said. And then I choked up. It took me a couple minutes to start talking again.
As I told my friend, I wasn’t emotional about his decision. I realized that I was talking about my own decision. Three days from that conversation, on November 15, I was going to stand in front of our congregation and announce my own resignation as executive pastor. And I knew that I wasn’t quitting my calling. I was resigning my job.
I’ve been in my current job for eight years. I’ve loved almost every moment of it. I’ve loved the staff and the elders I’ve worked with. I’ve learned more about leadership from my boss than he realizes. I’ve treasured the opportunity to share life and laughter and tears with people.
But I also know that I need to spend more time and energy helping younger people understand what it means to be the church in settings closer to the size of living rooms and less the size of gyms. Not that there anything wrong with churches gathering in gyms or movie theatres or auditoriums.
We just know (which is a quiet way of talking about quiet ideas from God) that the current phase of work is done and the next is coming.
Nancy likes the way that it happened for Abraham and Sarah. God told them to leave where they were and that they’d find out where they were going. We’re leaving. We’ll let you knew where we’re going.
When we find out.
josephruizjr
Wow! Will be praying for God’s wisdom, direction and provision. Admire your trust and response. Grace and Peace my friend.
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Jon Swanson
Thanks, Joe. grace and peace will be a good thing.
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Becky McCray
The turn of seasons is here. You’re tearing out the old crop, and making way for something new and amazing to grow.
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Jon Swanson
thank you for reminding me of that image. I need to dig into that (sorry, no pun planned) and think about what is getting cleaned out.
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Rich Dixon
You start taking this following thing seriously, and “all of a sudden” it takes you seriously. I wonder…how far will you get to step beyond your comfort zone?
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Jon Swanson
Hmm. Is it a get to or a have to? But as I think about your comment, I think about a number of uncomfortable steps this year. With a death and running and Nepal and some other things, there have been stretches. Thanks for reminding me.
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David
Will be praying for you in your time of change Jon. Look forward to hearing all about it in due course.
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Jon Swanson
Thank you David. You understand traveling, don’t you?
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David
I seem to have been on the road all my life Jon! I never seem to know where I might end up from one month to the next. No different to our Christian journey really.
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Darlene Patterson
Joe and I will be praying for God’s guidance for you all. We understand following matter what.
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Jon Swanson
Darlene, you and Joe have had a remarkable and challenging following life. Thank you.
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Parke
Praying for traveling mercies as you travel down roads yet unknown.
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Jon Swanson
thanks, Parke.
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Paul Merrill
Many blessings as you venture into new areas of ministry!
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Jon Swanson
thanks Paul! See you here tomorrow!
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Gary Mintchell
Blessings on your new venture. I went through that sort of change almost three years ago. When you know it’s time, then God is whispering. People seem ready and even hungry for a return to the small fellowships where you get to know others with celebrations and teaching. Oh, and coffee 😉
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Jenni
Jon, really eager to learn more about your investment in young people and living room churches. I coach church planters. Might we connect?
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