Rich Dixon is pretty honest about what goes on in his head.

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As the guy who’s supposed to “lead” the FREEDOM TOUR, my last few months have felt a bit conflicted.

It started in December when we discovered, just as we were ready to launch, that we had to completely alter our traditional one-day ride.

Our team got remarkably creative.

I waged an internal battle between what I believe and what I feel.

What I believe: I trust that God will use these new circumstances for good. My plan isn’t his plan.
What I feel: People aren’t signing up. This is going to be a disaster.

What I believe: Jesus holds the kids at the Home of Hope in his hands. He cares for them more than we can possibly know in ways we can’t possibly understand.
What I feel: We’re responsible for these kids. If we don’t succeed, it will be a disaster.

What I believe: God thinks long-term.
What I feel: What happens right now is what matters. If it doesn’t work out, it’s a disaster.

All of which leads me to my favorite question: Do I really believe what I believe?

I’m not proud of this internal conflict. I share it because I suspect I’m not alone.

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Another interesting aspect about these few months – we all have a tendency, I think, to put people into buckets and judge them accordingly. One of those buckets for many people is “bureaucrat.”

While navigating the permit process in two jurisdictions, I’ve encountered numerous civil servants. Without exception, they’ve been kind and helpful. They’re enforcing rules they didn’t create. Of course, we’re certain WE ought to be an exception, but that’s not how it works.

The process reminds me to be kind and respectful, even when I’m frustrated.

I don’t know other folks’ circumstances. Mostly they’re just doing the best they can.

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On June 21, the FREEDOM TOUR CLASSIC will bring together a community to support these kids. There are a couple of ways you can join us, even if you’re not in Northern Colorado.

HOPE & FREEDOM CHALLENGE: A virtual Ride/Walk/Run you can do from anywhere. Record your miles in our tracker – each mile is matched $1 per mile.

DONATE: Help us support these special kids.